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Psalm 84:10 

For a day in Your courts is better than a thousand [anywhere else];
I would rather stand
[as a doorkeeper] at the threshold of the house
of my God
Than to live [at ease] in the tents of wickedness

With this message we I want to share a message from Yeshua that I received today which I believe is of great important in this time and season. We also want to share some other exciting news from our side…
We are excited that the season for having another baby has come! We are embracing this time with thankfulness for Abba’s blessing and seeking Abba’s face about our baby’s destiny and identity as I am already 4 months pregnant. Evah and Judah are deeply excited that they are getting a sibling. We are enjoying every moment witnessing them connect with the baby and seeing them starting to share their lives and love with their loved sibling. 
This truly is a year for us where Abba is drawing us out of our comfort zones in a deeper level than before. Taking up your cross and following Him was never supposed to be easy and comfortable task. We need to grow and mature and get to know Him deeper in every season of our lives. How will this be possible if we remain in a comfort zone? How will this be possible if we are not desperate and in great need of Him more than anything? This journey cost a price and if we are not willing to go if He send us we will miss out on the reward of knowing Him to the extent that He wanted to reveal Himself in and through and to you. 
We pray for you in this time of fire that Abba will preserve and keep you! Stay in Him. 

Love and blessings,
Sarah, Rion and family 



I was sitting at our table waiting in desperation. Responsibilities demanding my attention. There are things that needs to be done playing like a tape in the back of my mind. My soul and spirit war against each other. Lord, I have stuff to do, my office is full of papers that needs to be filed, I need to create order, I need to figure out what we are going to eat this afternoon when my husband comes home hungry, there is messages waiting to be answered. Lord, my heart does not care much for what needs to be done, it can all wait but my hungry heart cannot wait longer. I will be overcome with desperation for You. What is this life for if it is not for YOU. What is more important than You in my life. Nothing! I will wait for You.


Psalm 84:10

For a day in Your courts is better than a thousand [anywhere else];
I would rather stand [as a doorkeeper] at the threshold of the house of my God
Than to live [at ease] in the tents of wickedness.


My spirit lit up with excitement as I felt Him draw close to me with great grace. Truly You do draw us with cords of love. I saw His outstretched hand extended to me. The marks on His hands has never brought more relieve to me. The light in Him is new. It cannot compare with the light that I have known before. As He stretched out His hand to me He pierced through a membrane and pulled me through it. “I never leave My children without support, I will never leave you without wisdom if you seek Me. I will never hide Myself for too long, just long enough to cause you to loose focus on everything else but Me. Just long enough for you to seek Me above anything. Come little eagle, there are many things I want to show you. This is a time like never before to listen to My words and seek My wisdom in all that you do and all that you believe.”
I found myself standing with Yeshua somewhere on the sea of glass. He turned to me and said: “I will never forget a covenant. I will always be faithful to a child who chose to covenant with Me therefore do not fear. Tell My people, do not fear. Do you not know Me in the fire? Do you know Me as a covenant breaker, no it is not who I am. Do you know that you break covenant with Me when you fear? There is no fear within this covenant. Do not bring fear into our covenant because it will pull you away from My truth, My light and My love. Instead hell pulls you into its mindsets and its places of captivity to torture you. This is the time to stand. This is the time to lock your eyes on Me. The fire will come in different forms, sometimes in physical battles, sometimes emotional but always the battle remains a spiritual battle. Do not forget this.” 

Ephesians 6:12-13 For our struggle is not against flesh and blood [contending only with physical opponents], but against the rulers, against the powers, against the world forces of this [present] darkness, against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly (supernatural) places. 13 Therefore, put on the complete armor of God, so that you will be able to [successfully] resist and stand your ground in the evil day [of danger], and having done everything [that the crisis demands], to stand firm [in your place, fully prepared, immovable, victorious].
He turned my face towards the earth and said: “Look at what I see.” The nations went before my eyes, continents, people, tribes and churches. There was a fierce fire among all. It burned some fiercely and they died within the fire. As I was looking at this Yeshua said: “Fear can destroy you. How many times have I commanded you not to fear? How many times have I assured you that I will not leave you?” Again I see people in the fire but this time I see that they are worshiping in order to keep their focus on Abba.” 
While I was sitting and writing down what Yeshua says and shows, my daughter came up to me. She had a plastic bat in her hand and she said, “Mommy I looked at it and I was afraid because I thought it could harm me but then I saw it is plastic and I am not afraid of it now, it cannot do anything to me. It’s only a plastic bat.” As she was speaking to me I heard the words of Yeshua: “Do you see that sometimes when you look at something fear arise in you because you see a potential threat, something that can cause harm to you? Do you not know that the enemy is a fake? Do you not know that the keys of death and hades are in My hands? What do you have to be afraid of? In Me, nothing! Not sickness, not death! Do not fear things that does not have the potential to pull you away from Me because nothing can separate You from Me when you stand in covenant with Me. Do you not know Me as the covenant keeping Father who will take you through the fire? Know Me! 
After Yeshua spoke we were standing at a table with people who were very busy with something that I couldn’t initially see. Yeshua looked at me and said: “What you are about to see is part of the birth pangs of the coming of the Son of Man. You are living in the end of days and it will only increase. Remember that the last days will be like the days of Noah where the enemy will try once again to covenant with man so that he can be the one in control of man’s choices. He wants to make my creation mentally, emotionally and spiritually passive so that My creation will spin out of the culture of obedience and blessing. Do not be deceived, he remains the same cunning serpent from the garden who will deceive people using fear. He is subtle and cunning making humanity ‘use’ to evil little by little so that you cannot recognize his works when it is right in front of you. I want to show you how he wants you to covenant with hell in order to take your will into captivity little by little. Open your eyes My children. Do not be deceived because there is fear found within you. Do not fear the future for I am with you. DO not make choices out of fear because it will lead to destruction.” 
When Yeshua finished speaking he caused my vision to become clear. The table was filled with vaccinations. Yeshua took one of them and opened it. He wanted to show me what was inside of it. He poured it out on the table and I was shocked when I saw what came out of it. It was a very disgusting looking black bat whose mouth dripped with blood. It was extremely blood thirsty. It dripped with black looking blood. Yeshua showed me that there were words written inside of this bats’ black blood. The words was a sort of code. It was encrypted and I couldn’t understand it. I looked at Yeshua and He said: “It is the language of the illuminati that wants to create a one world order. The main purpose of it as assigned by lucifer is to take the will of man into captivity so that man will loose their ability to choose from which tree he wants to eat. Let me give you an example of how this has started. Humanity will be forced more and more to get vaccinations. With this the enemy start to take away your ability to choose. This is his tactic to start taking your will into captivity. The actual vaccination furthers this strategy because the vaccinations puts black spots on your DNA. It will increase. There will come a time where the black spots inside of the DNA of man who has received vaccinations at different times of their lives will connect and it will form part of the mark of the beast. Do you really trust Me for your health or do you covenant with hell because of fear of sickness? Every vaccination that you take is a blood covenant that you make with hell. It will be one of the big battles of My bride to escape these things. You will need My wisdom and you will need radical obedience. You will have to guard your heart and mind against any and every form of fear. Vaccinations is not My ways. It is an assignment from hell. Do not let man lead you otherwise. See this serpent and do not be deceived to believe that it is good in any way.


1 Peter 5:8

Be sober [well balanced and self-disciplined], be alert and cautious at all times. That enemy of yours, the devil, prowls around like a roaring lion [fiercely hungry], seeking someone to devour.


Choose life, choose to walk in faith uncompromisingly. This is the time to pray, seek My face, acquire wisdom from Me. Do not abide in the ways of hell but awaken and see the King is coming! People are afraid of being infected by a virus but what about the virus of deception? What about the virus of pride? What about the virus of fear? What about the virus of unworthiness? It is knocking on the doors of your heart and many welcome it in but you fail to see that the war is not a physical war. Shift your focus and do not be asleep in this time.” The vision stopped. 

Daniel 3:16-27 Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego answered the king, “O Nebuchadnezzar, we do not need to answer you on this point. 17 If it be so, our God whom we serve is able to rescue us from the furnace of blazing fire, and He will rescue us from your hand, O king. 18 But even if He does not, let it be known to you, O king, that we are not going to serve your gods or worship the golden image that you have set up!” Then Nebuchadnezzar was filled with fury, and his facial expression changed toward Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego. Then he gave a command that the furnace was to be heated seven ]times hotter than usual. 20 He commanded certain strong men in his army to tie up Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego and to throw them into the furnace of blazing fire. 21 Then these [three] men were tied up in their trousers, their coats, their turbans, and their other clothes, and were thrown into the midst of the furnace of blazing fire. 22 Because the king’s command was urgent and the furnace was extremely hot, the flame of the fire killed the men who carried up Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego. 23 But these three men, Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego, fell into the midst of the furnace of blazing fire still tied up.Then Nebuchadnezzar the king [looked and] was astounded, and he jumped up and said to his counselors, “Did we not throw three men who were tied up into the midst of the fire?” They replied to the king, “Certainly, O king.” 25 He answered, “Look! I see four men untied, walking around in the midst of the fire, and they are not hurt! And the appearance of the fourth is like a son of the gods!” 26 Then Nebuchadnezzar approached the door of the blazing furnace and said, “Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego, servants of the Most High God, come out [of there]! Come here!” Then Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego came out of the midst of the fire. 27 The satraps, the prefects, the governors and the king’s counselors gathered around them and saw that in regard to these men the fire had no effect on their bodies—their hair was not singed, their clothes were not scorched or damaged, even the smell of smoke was not on them.

I sat a while thinking about what Yeshua said and the reality of what is going on in the world. A few days ago we were still in Europe planning to minister at multiples places as Abba had opened even more doors for us to reach people in Europe. We visited my sister and family in the Netherlands for 3 days after which we were going to leave for Germany for the ministry events. We ended up having to leave from there to come back home before entering Germany because it was declared a high risk area and we would’ve been unable to get back into Namibia. Despite this we would have been willing to stay in Germany for 30 days until flights was possible again but all public meetings were stopped. My husband and I, our 2 kids and my mom arrived back home after 38 hours of traveling just an hour before they closed Namibia to flights from the high risk areas. We went to Europe with our two children who is now 2 and 3 and our almost 4 month old baby in my womb knowing that we can possibly be put under quarantine, in reality maybe we could become sick but we were not afraid of the corona virus or being stuck in another country because we have a responsibility to bring the Word of God to His people whether it seems safe of not. Whether it is comfortable or not. We chose to trust in Yeshua’s blood, in His covenant protection even if we would have to go through sickness, through difficulty and hardship, it is okay because He will be with us in the fire. We wanted to remain willing to go even if it costs a price. Despite this the door what shut in our face, and certainly not by Yeshua. We returned home without being able to complete the task that was before us. I was wondering about all of this and what Yeshua says about it. I have learned to be cautious to listen to the enemy’s voice in situations like this, which sounds more like my own thoughts and the serpent’s voice. What was the enemy’s voice and what was Yeshua’s voice? Did we have a lack of discernment in going? Surely Yeshua knew we would be sent back. Wouldn’t it be better just to have stayed and not tirelessly traveled for days without being able to minister? I was thankful for the time we had with my sister and their family but I still wanted to know what Yeshua was saying about all of this. I sought Him for His word and wisdom and I waited. 
I saw an angel writing in a book. A while passed while I was just watching the angel writing and writing. I wondered what he was writing. Holy Spirit said: “This is called the book of missed opportunities. The angels are assigned to keep record of every opportunity that my children miss to commune with My Spirit.” Yeshua allowed me to see inside of the book. It was all recorded in detail with dates and times. This specific dates on the page that I saw was the conference and events that we were going to have in Germany. While I was looking at it Yeshua spoke: “Do you not know that within Me there does not have to be any missed opportunities? I take your missed opportunities and I write it down in My book to restore and bless in due time. Do you not know that I AM the God of double portion and when the enemy tries to steal from My people I add more than what the enemy tried to take away. You have not missed an opportunity because heaven reschedules the calendars of My people so that all works together for those who love Me and are called to My purposes when the enemy tries to kill, steal and destroy. At this time many people cannot attend church services, meetings etc. This is a call for you to come to ME so that you can grow in Me. You can claim every ‘missed opportunity’ back and ask Me to reschedule a double portion in due time. You can claim back every cent that seems lost to you because of what is going on in the world. I AM your Provider and I will give back to you what the locust try to steal. Claim it back. Make your requests known to Me and in due time I will answer you. These times will be filled with tests and trails so that My people can come to repentance. Lastly My children, speak life! Speak life! Speak life over dry bones that they may come alive! 

Psalm 141:3

Set a guard, O Lord, over my mouth;
Keep watch over the door of my lips [to keep me from speaking thoughtlessly].

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